If you'd like to read your own records, my recommendation is to buy a book that teaches you how to do it. A few great akashic records books are: How to read the Akashic Records: Accessing the Archive of the Soul and its Journey by Linda Howe, Your Soul has a Plan: Awaken to your Life Purpose by Lisa Barnett, The infinite Wisdom of the Akashic Records: How to Access your Souls Plan with Ease by Lisa Barnett. There are many books on this topic. Note: Apologies to all those great authors I did not mention here.