Psychic - When did you first realize that you had psychic abilities?

I was far older than I would've liked to be. I had been gaslighted into believing I was crazy and imaginative. While it was ok that I was 'intuitive' when it served others, but when I could know what they didn't want me to know, they became upset and often aggressive. It wasn't until my divorce (age 46), after my mother's death, that I fully stepped into accepting that I was empathic and also had psychic abilities.