I read a client who was struggling with trusting her healing and psychic abilities. She wanted to be in service, she had been studying for years and she "knew" it was her path, but fear stood in the way. She was afraid to be seen, to speak her truth, afraid of being wrong or not knowing enough and to step into the role as a healer. She literally felt like she'd "die" if she went public.

We went into a life where she was a very important/esteemed healer for an entire village. She was a master of natural ingredients like bark, mushrooms, flowers, plants, etc. She made tinctures, ointments, teas, etc. She was considered the village physician/pharmacologist. She was loved, she was trusted, and she was honored for her abilities. She was even invited to the castle annually to help predict what was needed to keep the occupants of the castle, and the villagers safe and healthy.

We saw the Roman Catholic church during an insurrection move in and got permission to begin building a cathedral in the village. They became very interested in this soul who was so revered and trusted by everyone and they began spreading disinformation that she was channeling the devil. One by one, the villagers who had loved, honored and depended on her, became increasingly more afraid of her. As those numbers increased, she became afraid. The minute she moved out of love, out of her knowing --and into fear she lost her "religion" so to speak. As her trial went on, she questioned herself, her knowing, felt as if maybe she was channeling the darkness, she worried about having spoken up so many times. When she questioned herself, the church held a public trial which found her guilty, and she was guillotined.  When she met with her counsel for a life review, she realized her power and chose to come back for a re-do.

Once she realized what was holding her back, with a guarantee she wouldn't be persecuted this time around. She began making her baby steps towards sharing her gifts with the world.